Sunday, October 31, 2010

Bad trip

Time: 9:53pm
Day: Sunday
Mood: not-so-smitten

Today is one the most horrible day of my life! I feel sad and very lonely. Since it is Sunday, I am at home with my entire family. Everyone seems to be loath about my problems, they're very insensitive, I feel neglected & in a state of oblivion.

I believe I am not in my state-of-being. Everything is miserable, I feel really upset! My life is not on the right track; I slept the entire day, plans are canceled,  badminton with my sis is postponed, and the heavy freaking rain! I want my friends, please bring them to me!!!

But while browsing the internet, I found sites about Soulfood. I can't believe it, I feel lighter now. I thought reading about it is boring but sooner I felt hooked and very interested. I learned several lessons and I want to apply it with my everyday life. Besides, I hate the feeling of being sad and hopeless it kills me slowly. I think I need to be more optimistic like not thinking of my problem as a problem but rather a challenge that I must face and win it!

That's it for tonight because I'm watching a freaking good movie: Halloween III :))

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