Saturday, October 30, 2010

Crossing my Fingers

I hate being patient! Ever since I applied for my Visa in New Zealand I was very excited. I applied last August and until now I'm still here in my country.

My visa officer Theodore Ashton first make pakiramdam on me during the second week of October. What a relief I felt during that time, at last my visa is finally processing. My consultant named Carol helped me (well its her job anyway) with arranging my papers and everything.

She makes paasa on me since she oriented me with all the shunanigans in New Z. I researched about them (a lot); I Google the Immigrant Adviser, I talk to parents whom children went to abroad already, I tried to contact the newly pasang-awa in New Z and everything! She said that the processing will just took 2 damn weeks since I am hell-of-applying for student visa (and then umasa din ako na parang tanga). Two weeks passed, then three weeks! a month! until the second week of October my hair is already gray wala pa rin. I was like a fool waiting for nothing.

By the time Theodore called I was at the mall, in a photo exhibit. The place was crowded and very noisy hence my visa officer and I can't understand each other very well. I need to speak in English, my God I was nosebleeding! (with all the British accent and everything!). He asked me simple questions pero I just can't answer him well because of my escalating anxiety. But it all came out well.

The next morning I went to Carol for updates and do what Theodore ask me in his email. That was a very stressful day! Then Carol make "predictions" again, she told me my visa might be accomplished in the following week. My earthly body was alive again at that time (and nagpapaloko at the same time).

Until now(here we go again) I feel tigang again. I think I need to have sex just to unwind. LOL. But my fingers are still crossed, I am not losing hope. I believe this is God's will, he has a purpose. Maybe I am not ready yet so I have to prepare. But before I think about leaving, maybe dapat okay ang lahat sa paligid ko. I don't want to leave with a heavy heart you know! (choz!)

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Anonymous said...

I dunno, but in my opinion your Visa advirsor stinks! t.c. =)

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